Yesterday..

It's official and I'm now single. Hooking up with a guy who are on a rebound is a worst idea ever. Last night is the worst night ever. Some things is so bloody hard to understand. But I guess that how it is. All the questions I had all this while have been answered.

I learn the truth the hard way. I just learn that I was just a substitute for his ex and just a rebound for him. He was not being honest with me from the start and guess, I have to accept it no matter how hurt my feelings are. He's been acting weird since Saturday after being all lovey-dovey on Friday and the bombshell drops when I ask for clarification last night yesterday. He said he's back with his ex and was sorry but I just don't want to hear it coz he's been apologizing too much a month we've been together. 

Talking and chatting with all my girls makes me feel at ease especially Gillian, my childhood bestfriend. We can go loco whenever we talk to each other. Love her to bits. She always make me laugh all the time but yesterday, I hit the lowest and she never fail to make me laugh. At least I forgot the heartache for a while. Heart her..<3..

We may still be friends and have mutual friends on PSN but we can never mix around together in PSN Asia Home ever again. I've set my boundaries to stay away from him. Deleted his number as well. I think it's time to let my online persona a rest and focus on real life. I need something to distract me from thinking about him.

Well, hey, I'll survive and be strong. No hard feelings and wishing them both all the best. May they both be happy always.

Well, that's all for now. Nursing a heartache is not my style. I'm off to play Castlevania: Lord of Shadows first. Ja ne! 


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