I Am Thankful For...

As I have officially turned 35 on 11th July, I am thankful for a lot of things this year.
 
Firstly is health. By end of 2019, my health took a positive recovery where:
  1. Finally off the BP medication as my BP level is back to normal and under control.
  2. Red blood cells counts is improving. Will still be on iron supplements until specialist gives the clearance to stop. I am on this treatment due to low red blood cells where I am unknowingly anemic for few years due to heavy menses. The iron treatments also works on my menses as well and it is back to regular schedule. 
  3. I am still on another medications but so far, it is under control. It never goes beyond 10 anymore.
I am still working with health recovery until today as this will be long-term.

Secondly is my safety.

Back in October 2019, I was involved in a 4 cars accident at airport Kepayan - KK road. My Saga was sandwich by Myvi (in front of me) and Proton Savvy. It happen a day before I fly-off to KL for my training the next day. It took me the whole day to handle by being at the police station for reports and then to the workshop to leave my car for repais. By the time I arrived home, I was still in shock, shaken and exhausted. The whole week I was in KL after the accident, it's like my spirit was not with me and still in KK and my hands still shakes as I work and writes. 
Even after all that, I am thankful that when the accident, I am safe, unhurt and alive. Shaken but alive. Thank Allah s.w.t for that.

Thirdly is my emotions.
I had an emotional meltdown in April where I had a dream of an ex of mine out of the blue after 13 years. The feeling of anger and sadness suddenly overwhelms me and prompting me having an emotional meltdown in the office. I am thankful that I have come to terms and realize that the dream is the answer and closure that I have been looking for after the years of keeping it inside.

Fourth and the last is my best friend.
I am thankful for having Gillian as my best friend. She has always been there for me like I always been there for her. We may not be in contact with each other frequent but we will always remember each other in our hearts. 

To Gillian, I love you and thank you for being my best friend. 

Until the next update, minna-san.

Ja-ne!~

~Trishharas~


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