~In The World of My Own~

It's official and I'm now single. Hooking up with a guy who are on a rebound is a worst idea ever. Last night is the worst night ever. Some things is so bloody hard to understand. But I guess that how it is. All the questions I had all this while have been answered. I learn the truth the hard way. I just learn that I was just a substitute for his ex and just a rebound for him. He was not being honest with me from the start and guess, I have to accept it no matter how hurt my feelings are. He's been acting weird since Saturday after being all lovey-dovey on Friday and the bombshell drops when I ask for clarification last night yesterday. He said he's back with his ex and was sorry but I just don't want to hear it coz he's been apologizing too much a month we've been together.  Talking and chatting with all my girls makes me feel at ease especially Gillian, my childhood bestfriend. We can go loco whenever we talk to each other. Love her to bits. She always m...

~ Taking One Step At A Time.. ~

Ever had your guy sulking around, ignoring you and wouldn't talk to you? Yeah, well, I had and it ends up me getting pissed off. So, wrong timing to pissed me off when knowing full well that I'm unwell. In that kind of condition, anything can happen. But it ends up, me logging off PSN Asia HOME, left him a message, switching off the PS3 and go to bed still pissed off.  Thanks to him, my fever hiked up ( though I'm already having a slight fever last night) and also thank Allah, that my fever have cooled down after sweating.  Now, I can't sleep. Looks like i need to pack for tonight's sleepover and farewell party.   Until then, ja ne! 

This will always be a burning question on my mind. "I always miss him and thinking about him, but is he missing me and thinking about me too?" Geez, talk about loneliness and insecurity. This is so not me  (-_-") . But I think being in 7 years of LDR (Long Distance Relationship) before have changed me. Tho' I have swore off LDR and yet, I got hooked up for the 2nd time. Another LDR. *sweats* Hopefully this time can work and will see how it goes. Otherwise, .........(I'll just leave this sentence hanging. For now.) Sorry for being away for quite sometimes. 'Till then. Ja ne and oyasumi!

Wishing to all the Muslims around the world, Happy Eid Mubarak. ~Sarah~

"We've been through ups and downs no doubt, so many times we've had it out, some foolish things we've realized, think back and have to laugh it out.." -Taeyang - I'll Be There (English Version)-

Journey : Don't Stop Believing Songwritten: Schon,Neal,Cain, Jonathan, Perry, Steve J ust a small town girl, living in a lonely world She took the midnight train going anywhere Just a city boy, born and raised in South Detroit He took the midnight train going anywhere A singer in a smoky room The smell of wine and cheap perfume For a smile they can share the night It goes on and on and on and on Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard Their shadows searching in the night Streetlight people, living just to find emotion Hiding somewhere in the night Working hard to get my fill, everybody wants a thrill Paying anything to roll the dice just one more time Some will win, some will lose, some were born to sing the blues Oh the movie never ends, it goes on and on and on and on Don't stop believing Hold on to that feeling Streetlight people

If you are making promises to do on something, walk the talk or just don't promise at all. ~Me~

When I hear somebody sigh, "Life is hard," I am always tempted to ask, "Compared to what?" - Sydney J. Harris

I apologize for not updating yesterday as I promise in my Saturday night post. I was so exhausted and tired. :sob: Will see if I can update around Tuesday or Wednesday. :megane: Now, I'm off continuing finishing up my work as I haven't finish doing so in the office few hours ago..:lol: Until then party people. Ja ne! :vroom:

Hello. I'll be updating this blog Sunday tomorrow. Until then, see ya around! (^^,)

~ Different People, Different Opinion. Whatever it is, one must respect other opinions instead of condeming them and pressure to agree your.~

The most effective way to do it, is to do it. ~Amelia Earhart~

Yo and it’s so, so Sad it just ain’t happening Wish it could be better Sorry to be scrapping But I just can’t let ya Shouldn’t be less than happy I said look at me I couldn’t live with myself seeing you lacking The things you deserve Baby you was a part ? Must believe that it hurts That lead this world I feel the aching through my body It just takes a bigger part of me To be let you go I wish that one soul (Taken from Big Bang's "Tell Me Goodbye" IRIS Japan OST) - Credit to: http://ibigbang.wordpress.com-

Nothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely. - Auguste Rodin

You Are 16% Spoiled You are definitely not spoiled. You've worked hard for what you have. Down to earth and grounded, you don't need a lot to make you happy. Are You Spoiled?

Your Happy Word is "Hope" You refuse to give up on anyone, including yourself. You see the best in others. You think happiness should be shared. You spread your message of optimism as much as possible. You will keep believing when everyone else has stopped. You think good will always prevail in the end. You believe if we trusted each other more, the world would be a better place. All we need is a little hope. What's Your Happy Word?

It's been a while since I last updated my blog..Been busy with the house and practicing my hotpgraphy skill at home..by then i've taken pictures of my collections and will be added..will upload it once i'm ready..work is as busy as ever. Anyway I'm off to dinner with my bestie's..until then,ja ne!

In 2 hours time, it will be the 1st of April as in April Fool. *running happily* By 2moro also, "Install OtherOS" will be disable as PS3 latest firmware update V3.21 is ready for download. Fanbois of Linux and PS3 are raging all over the Net. Some support the moves and some are raging disagree in forums or articles comment box. Very funny. :)) On Friday will be a public holiday for Malaysia as on the 2nd of April is Good Friday. YAY! for Easter Day.. Anyway, order few books and a game namely Devil May Cry 5th Anniversary Essentials through a good seller of mine, dyumean. It's a rare game collections and it weights 1.1 pound and it cause me almost MYR200. Lucky no ground shipping involve. Will take a picture of it once it has arrived. Mwahahahaah *evil laugh* Right now, I'm saving up to buy 3-4 PS3 games for end of April. I got like extra money by fixing a budget. Looks like it's oats and tea for everyday lunch time starting *looks at the watch and into the calende...

Simplicity, clarity, singleness: these are the attributes that give our lives power and vividness and joy. - Richard Halloway