~In The World of My Own~

Be a listener is much more better than being a talker. That is one of my comfort zone.

Today is the 30th of April.  Tomorrow will be the 1st of May and it's Labour day.  Monday will be a public holiday as 1st of May falls on Sunday.  How time pass us by very fast without us realising it and dad's angi will be in June.

Sometimes I wonder. Is it me or am I going to be sideline over and over again? Not keeping in touch doesn’t mean I’ve forgotten about you and the rest. You are always on my mind and sometimes life can be a real bitch. The real question is am I always in your mind? Do you even think about me? Feels like deja vu all over again and always makes me wonder and doubts will always come to me.

This is one of the things I want in my wishlist. SOCOM 4 Full Deployment Edition Complete with PS Eye + Move Controller & Navi + Sharpshooter and SOCOM 4 game. I'm so getting my hand on this..(^o^)

Don't get stuck with the thing that ruins your day. Smile and be happy. Life is too short to be wasted on crap.  - Sabrina Balanggung-   

I know it's a few days late but Happy New Year everyone. (^^,)

I got this fellow PS3 gamer friend. We were chatting through FB chat. He told me he bought PS MOVE and test it on Sport Championship and bla…bla…He told the last game he bought 2011 is Time Crisis. BUT …When I told him, I’m getting Darksiders and Fist of the North Star Ken’s Rage for this year, he had the nerve to tell both games are  BORING! . And I was like what the hell. I was annoyed, told him that I will be the judge for the games and close the FB chat. Mind you, sureeeee he played the games but saying it was boring way before I played it, is a bit annoying.  Coz I don't like to be told thatr the game is boring or not wayyyy before i even test it to play.  I think, i’ll do some photoshoot and upload it on FB to ease my annoyance and irritation..>.

Looking at all the pictures of me and my friends, I just come to realize that I really miss my days when I'm still studying in college. Snapping pictures with friends, study together in a group, laughing, joking, confrontations, frustrations, exams, the good, the bad and etc. The one that I miss the most is hanging out together all in one big group. Ahhhh, those were the days..*sigh*

~  ♫ To be is all i gotta be,  And all that i see..  And all that i need this time.. To me the life you gave me,  The day you said goodnight. ♫ ~

My Assassin's Creed games.  AC: Brotherhood (November Game) is the continuation of AC II (October Game). The 2 Official Guides that I've ordered from Kinokuniya KL. Collection  of childhood games from SEGA and October Game: Sengoku Basara: Samuria Heroes. My two out of four October Games. :D

~ Fly Like A G6 ~

"OMG" (feat. Will.I.Am) [Will.I.Am:] Oh my gosh Baby let me...... I did it again, so I'm gone let the beat drop Oh my [Chorus:] Baby let me love you down There's so many ways to love ya Baby I can break you down There's so many ways to love ya Got me like, ooh myy gosh I'm soo in love I found you finally, you make me want to say Oh, oh , oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, Ohh my gosh .. You make me want to say .. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh [Verse 1:] I fell in love with shawty when I seen her on the dance floor She was dancing sexy, pop, pop, popping, dropping, dropping low Never ever has a lady hit me on the first sight This was something special; this was just like dynamite Honey got a booty like pow, pow, pow Honey got some boobies like wow, oh wow Girl you know I'm loving your, loving your style Check, check, check, check, check, checking you out like, Ooh (oooh) she got it allll Sexy from her...

It's official and I'm now single. Hooking up with a guy who are on a rebound is a worst idea ever. Last night is the worst night ever. Some things is so bloody hard to understand. But I guess that how it is. All the questions I had all this while have been answered. I learn the truth the hard way. I just learn that I was just a substitute for his ex and just a rebound for him. He was not being honest with me from the start and guess, I have to accept it no matter how hurt my feelings are. He's been acting weird since Saturday after being all lovey-dovey on Friday and the bombshell drops when I ask for clarification last night yesterday. He said he's back with his ex and was sorry but I just don't want to hear it coz he's been apologizing too much a month we've been together.  Talking and chatting with all my girls makes me feel at ease especially Gillian, my childhood bestfriend. We can go loco whenever we talk to each other. Love her to bits. She always m...

~ Taking One Step At A Time.. ~

Ever had your guy sulking around, ignoring you and wouldn't talk to you? Yeah, well, I had and it ends up me getting pissed off. So, wrong timing to pissed me off when knowing full well that I'm unwell. In that kind of condition, anything can happen. But it ends up, me logging off PSN Asia HOME, left him a message, switching off the PS3 and go to bed still pissed off.  Thanks to him, my fever hiked up ( though I'm already having a slight fever last night) and also thank Allah, that my fever have cooled down after sweating.  Now, I can't sleep. Looks like i need to pack for tonight's sleepover and farewell party.   Until then, ja ne! 

This will always be a burning question on my mind. "I always miss him and thinking about him, but is he missing me and thinking about me too?" Geez, talk about loneliness and insecurity. This is so not me  (-_-") . But I think being in 7 years of LDR (Long Distance Relationship) before have changed me. Tho' I have swore off LDR and yet, I got hooked up for the 2nd time. Another LDR. *sweats* Hopefully this time can work and will see how it goes. Otherwise, .........(I'll just leave this sentence hanging. For now.) Sorry for being away for quite sometimes. 'Till then. Ja ne and oyasumi!

Wishing to all the Muslims around the world, Happy Eid Mubarak. ~Sarah~

"We've been through ups and downs no doubt, so many times we've had it out, some foolish things we've realized, think back and have to laugh it out.." -Taeyang - I'll Be There (English Version)-

Journey : Don't Stop Believing Songwritten: Schon,Neal,Cain, Jonathan, Perry, Steve J ust a small town girl, living in a lonely world She took the midnight train going anywhere Just a city boy, born and raised in South Detroit He took the midnight train going anywhere A singer in a smoky room The smell of wine and cheap perfume For a smile they can share the night It goes on and on and on and on Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard Their shadows searching in the night Streetlight people, living just to find emotion Hiding somewhere in the night Working hard to get my fill, everybody wants a thrill Paying anything to roll the dice just one more time Some will win, some will lose, some were born to sing the blues Oh the movie never ends, it goes on and on and on and on Don't stop believing Hold on to that feeling Streetlight people

If you are making promises to do on something, walk the talk or just don't promise at all. ~Me~