~In The World of My Own~

Happy Eid-Mubarak! 😊.  May Allah s.w.t ease the sufferings of the people around the globe. 

The finality is there and obvious. It is glaring in front of me as it. I am grateful for the experience and wish 'the guy' the best. May he found what he has been looking for.  Time to move forward and learn more about myself.  ~Trishharas~

I have this thought on my mind lately. Been talking to this guy for a few weeks and my last convo was few days ago. He says he is interested in me but I told him we should slow down and get to know each other more before the next step but after I mention that, the impression of disinterest is shown.  Most questions were asked by me and never from the other party. If he was really interested, there should be a 2-ways Q&A instead of one.  So, I decided not pursue/continue. There is no use and no point. If he wants to continue, he may initiate. I will no longer initate anything.  I have promise to myself not to entertain or waste any time on passive and one-sided conversation ever again.  ~Trishharas~

I bought this book last year. Only recently just started to read. If you need a kickstart in life, this is the book. 😊 You may search and order it online since MCO is still on-going. 😉😎 ~Trishharas~

Dear minna-san, I apologized for not posting as frequent as I should. The whole of Malaysia are now under is under MCO or RMO due to Covid-19 since and so is everywhere around the world. At my district, Papar Hospital has become quarantIne centre. Severe Covid cases will be sent to KK hospital. I have been working from home for 6 days since Friday last week and experiencing heavy internet congestion due to everyone is working from home as well students doing online classes and not forgetting those who are streaming (Netflix, Hulu, Amazon) watching movies. Because of that, I'm experiencing emails in Outbox which unable to be sent out and system login & system slow-loading. The RMO started on the 18th March which was supposed to end on the 31st March but now it has been extended to 14th of April. There some stuborn people who still defy the Government by not cooperating to adhere the RMO. Rodblock is happening everywhere, point to point and district to district. ...

I found this in Matthew Hussey's tweets.  He was doing talks in Melbourne and this statement is very interesting. "Life is just this big video game. The way we play video games is we really explore in the game. We go through different doors, we talk to different people, we go to different areas. We collect gold coins over here, over here. We really explore the world. We play the hell out of the game. What if your life was a video game and there’s, just in Melbourne tonight alone, there’s just thousands of characters you can talk to in that video game? And all of them has a different story and all of them has something different to teach you or you to teach them? If we started seeing our life like that, like the best video game that was ever created and we’re actually in it, we would live with a whole different intensity." - Matthew Hussey It got me thinking, wondering and pondering.  Really looking forward to find my very own Amatus.  😊 ~Trishharas~

Hello minna-san, I am back again. It is a very personal one and this time it is about a dream I had today. I dream of an ex of mine. We were staying 3 weeks in one house together with our friends (his friends and 4 of my friends and a cousin of mine-my chaperone). It happened to be a celebration or sorts. So, I arrive with le cousin chaperoning me and his gf as there are other guys in the house. We were given our own designated room and I was his roomate with le cousin and his gf. We were practically trying to avoid each other for the next few days. The rest of the gang realized this and starts to leave us alone together inside the house without us realizing (their way of saying talk the shit out) One day, everyone was out on an errand to get celebrations going and left the two of us alone. We bumped each other in the kitchen while I was washing the dishes and glasses and he was about to sit and have his lunch. I decided to approach and ask if both of us can talk. He nodded...

(NOTES: I have been humming and singing along to the song whenever I play it from my Spotify playlist after watching the show on the Netflix. I heard the Metal Cover version first before this was officially released. Even my clanmates sigh whenever they hear me either humming or singing this song in our party chats. Hahahaha 😂. I love you guys, mah clanmates 😊. This song is dedicated to you guys! 😎) ~Trishharas~ When a humble bard Graced a ride along With Geralt of Rivia Along came this song When the White Wolf fought A silver tongued devil His army of elves At his hooves did they revel They came after me With masterful deceit Broke down my lute And they kicked in my teeth While the devil's horns Minced our tender meat And so cried the Witcher He can't be bleat Toss a coin to your Witcher Oh, valley of plenty Oh, valley of plenty, oh Toss a coin to your Witcher Oh, valley of plenty At the edge of th...

Happy New Year 2020 & Happy Chinese New Year! May the new yesr 2020 and the Year of the Rat blessed us with abundance of good luck, good fortune, good health, prosperity and harmony through out the year. 😉😊

For 2019, I have subscribed to few Youtube Channels and also some channels that I haven't subscribed to keep myself entertain whether on my off-days or while on a break at work. Here are the few channels that I highly recommend for you to watch. 1. Cole & Marmalade https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvmijL-eepDVHYSJHDY3d6w 2. Milky & Boki https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCP1CQH2PVJv4-glNTuVJl3g 3. Kotaro & Hana, The Otters https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDYyCQAk60CqabvkL5gU3Mw 4. Bondi Vet https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRnSnAq44St3dzNdgPpfChA 5. HidaMari Cooking https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcp9uRaBwInxl_SZqGRksDA Until the next post minna-san, Happy New Year and have fun. Ja ne~ P/s: Remember, don't drink and drive.

Hello, hello. In regards of the blog title, I have been disappeared for a year plus. A lot of things happened in 2017 and 2018. But mainly it is because: My grandmother passed away in October 2017 My great-grandmother passed away in January 2018 My dad was hospitalized for 4 times the same year (end of Feb, April, May & August) The 4th & the last was major operation due to complication by amputating his right leg just below the knees. The doctor decides to save his life and get the leg remove immediately before the poison from the gangrene flows to his heart. I am happy to say that as of today, he is healthy as a horse but mum and I are monitoring his sugar level (the complications comes because he is diabetic) and his food intake for now. He still need to do his physio at the hospital with his false leg which fits nicely for him. Anyway, it is good to be back here tho' and I will still update this blog once in a while as well in need to catch-up with BL manga ...

I have new shipping. It's MaLec (Magnus/Alec) of the Shadowhunters show, the adaptation from Cassandra Clare's The Mortal Instruments. Them boys are so hot together. Oh and Jimon as in Jace/Simon.  I have other favourite shipping which are  FFXV = IgNoct and  Avengers = Stony (Tsumtsum Stony and Chibi Stony are so cute) So, tell me. What's your favourite relationship shipping? Leave a comment below.

Wow! Can't believe I haven't update thia blog for a while now. So many things happen since August 2016. The good and the bad personal and working life. There was never the right time to update but I have been thinking of migrating to wordpress. Still haven't decided tho'. The idea is quite appealing and I am still considering it. Guess, another time and another day. Will try to at least update once or twice a week. Until then, cheerio~

My fave song from The Bodyguard OST.

Gone but never forgotten. Rest in peace dear uncle. You are now in a better place and no longer suffering. Already missing you dearly. 😢

I just receive a lovely postcard from Dubai earlier this week and it is from Nadine. Thank you my friend. I'll reply you once I get a nice postcard for you. ~Trishharas~

Ya'll just jealous.

Happy weekend! Picture credit to catmoji.com